i'm a normal girl. 27. married. i look like i have a happy life.

my best friend recently died... okay not so recently like 2 years ago.

i've always struggled with depression but due to wanting a career in law enforcement i always felt like i couldn't seek real help. i felt like this would lead to me not getting a job.

i did become a sheriff and quit about six months ago. it wasn't really what i thought it would be.

i have an awesome job that i love. i have a good looking life. the only negative part of it really recently is my friend dying.

the first time i remember trying to kill myself i was 7 or 8.

this whole post seems really disorganized. i'm sorry for that. basically i lie. i lie to everyone that knows me and i act happy. i smile. i recently started writing a blog about my best friend dying and my journey through grief. that would be the only hint to anyone that something is wrong.

but basically. i went looking to a forum. to talk to people as the real me. to meet people like the real me.

i'm hopeful that's what this place can be. i've never been on a forum before so we will see how this goes.

Osiyo gohwelidohi...Hello Typographer...

Now I'm a horrible mess, so I am the least likely to be of help, but I really hope you find what you're looking for here.

Hey typography101 welcome.

Hey there.. that sounds rough, i lost my dad when i was 12 then 3 years later my next Kala died.. i understand how horrible it can be day to day.. im 28, and am also new here and hot quit sure that fo that either..
Lemme know if you can figure it out

hitypography 101, welcome!

I'm sorry to hear about your friend, its hard when people die and even harder if you can't talk about them or how you're feeling. Glad you found the forum :)

and welcome to Rose as well :)