I'm 33 years old. I've been dealing with major depression and have been hearing voices on and off for about 17 years. Because I'm on disability, I unfortunately live with my parents. This leads to many verbal screaming matches because they anger me. My psychiatrist doesn't believe me, and because my dad doesn't allow me to get a new doctor, I feel like no one can help me. I've been in and out of countless mental hospitals over the past 17 years. I just got out of a mental hospital 2 days ago, and I still feel like I'm suffering. I constantly feel suicidal and have attempted it several times.
Does anyone feel this way? Or am I truly the only one?