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Old 03-20-14, 01:24 AM   #1
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I'm 33 years old. I've been dealing with major depression and have been hearing voices on and off for about 17 years. Because I'm on disability, I unfortunately live with my parents. This leads to many verbal screaming matches because they anger me. My psychiatrist doesn't believe me, and because my dad doesn't allow me to get a new doctor, I feel like no one can help me. I've been in and out of countless mental hospitals over the past 17 years. I just got out of a mental hospital 2 days ago, and I still feel like I'm suffering. I constantly feel suicidal and have attempted it several times.
Does anyone feel this way? Or am I truly the only one?
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Old 03-20-14, 01:46 AM   #2
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Hey Someonewhoneedstotalk welcome.

You are not the only one, everyone here has one or more mental disorders and therefore understand. We have very supportive members here so find a forum to post your problems in and I'm sure you'll find someone who can relate to what you're going through.
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My psychiatrist doesn't believe me,
Ask back "If you don't believe your patient, then what am I consulting you & paying consultation fees for?"
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and because my dad doesn't allow me to get a new doctor,
Who's paying for the consultation & medical? If it's your dad, reminding him the current charlatan isn't helping so if he's just wasting his money. If you're the one paying, why does he have a say whether you get a new doctor or not?
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