I am really very happy right now. I have been on a full time VFX course now for about 6 weeks and I feel like my whole life has changed for the better. Everyone accepts me for who I am, I have made so many new friends. All of the worries that I have had about being crazy or just too ugly to fit in have melted away.
This has been the best learning experience I have ever had and it has been a lifeline to me.
Things reached a low for me earlier this year and I had thought about taking my life but now I couldn't be happier.
My advice to anyone who is hiding away from society like I was is just get out there. People will surprise you sometimes and you may just surprise yourself too.
Here is my final image for the first half of the course, really quite happy with the results..