when i was 16, only two tears ago! i was in a tight place! my lil' sister and my lil' brother were permanently removed from us!, i am in foster care and this lady took me and my sis and her son took my brother, but the state took my siblings away and i had nothing left! i raised my lil' sis and they took her away! she got adopted and so did my brother! in diff families though! but anyway! i was done with life and i had it all planned out! since my foster mom couldn't keep us all i decided it was here fault! i was going to jump off of the "rorick" appartments and while i was on the roof i was going to call her and " have her meet me out front! when she arrived i would jump and on the way down i would scream " you did this!" i feel so bad now but i was really serious! i had given away all my valuables and wrote the "note" and i was ready to go! until i got stopped! my teacher realized i was acting more at peace with my self and she flat out asked me if i was going to commit suicide! i started balling and she and i went to get help! to this day i believe she is my guardian angel!!!