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Old 08-07-10, 04:23 AM   #1
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I feel so lost you left me here all alone. Iím still a kid myself how do I survive without your love? Iím so sorry mommy. I hurt u, I didnít mean to. I didnít I swear. I know you cant hear me now. I only wish you could. You always told me youíd be here a long time, to see me grow up and marry a man. Im sorry mommy that will never happen. It was bound to come out some timeÖ I wonder if you would have hated me if I told you the truth. If you see me now you know. Iím sorry I liedÖ mommy sometimes I need a hug but thereís no one there to give one. Then I break down again and again. Mommy before you left did you know they would treat me like this. I hate it Iím not shit. Why should I be treated like it? I forgot that how I treated you. Iím sorry again. I guess that karma really does come back on you, but you told me you always get back twice what you lose. I lost you now I have her butÖ I donít know if thatís what you meantÖ. since you left I kinda went numb lost all feelings then she came and I feel again I remember all the good memories of you not all the badÖ. I remember when I was five and you were driving me to my birthday party. you actually got me to wear a dress. well im going to go call meg. Iíll write later I wish youíd get this but you wont.

I love you
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baby girl





my mom died in Jan. of this year it's still fresh... denial doesnt help this does a little....
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Old 08-07-10, 08:55 AM   #2
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From a Mom who lost her Mom recently.

I read your note and wanted to tell you something special about Moms ... there is nothing you can do that would make your Mom hate you. When we tell our daughters, we want to see them grow up and get married, what we are really saying, is that we want to see them grow up and be loved.

I am glad that you have someone who loves you and can hold you in your grief.

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glad you got that out hun
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>.< i actually cried like not just a few tears i cried... guess it was a break down but it kinda helped, crying....
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>.< i actually cried like not just a few tears i cried... guess it was a break down but it kinda helped, crying....

i've told you time and time again, there's nothing wrong with crying now and then
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yea yea in kno :P damnit y r u always right
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yea yea in kno :P damnit y r u always right

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