Everyone reading this will think that i'm pathetic. However, I need to say something somewhere so why not here!
To start I would like to say that i once made a list of reason to and reasons not to 'Do the unthinkable'. There were 107 things as to why and 3 reasons why not to.
The 3 were, Five Finger Death Punch, Sleeping With Sirens and Suicide Silence! Yes they're metal bands ( Different types and i don't want to get into it and be politically correct ). Well, as of November last year Mitch lucker died ( lead singer of Suicide Silence ) after a motorbike accident! He was perfect, a real human with the biggest talent I have ever known of! I saw a picture today of him! I honestly cried because it made me realise, One of the 3 reasons have gone! Even something like music that will never die or just go away isn't invincible! It hit me hard and I don't know what to do! I miss him with all my heart! He helped me find reasons to live when i had nothing and now he has gone! Honestly, If i could, I would swap places with him in a heartbeat and it's killing me that i can't! My best friend died and i shrugged it off like it was nothing, my dad gets a year left to live and i walk with my head high and i love those people! But they mean nothing when it comes to Mitch! Pathetic i know but ..... I'm lost!
I love and miss you Mitch Lucker
Good night and may you rest in peace!