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Old 10-13-11, 08:57 AM   #1
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I lost my dad 1 month ago...he died in a horrible car accident! it wasn't even his fault, he was just a passenger and just after the car crashed in a wall of a house it got on fire! what a awful end...I can't stop thinking about how he must have felt when this was happening! was he still alive when the car got on fire? did he suffer?...
I was suppose to see him the day after, after 7 month and I got the news whilst travelling...that was terrible!
I always had a particular relationship with my Dad...we've never been that close but I always loved him so much...I still do...and I know he did too...
He's been an alcoholic from when I can remember, he used to suffer of depression too...he didn't give a shit about his life basically.there are so many thinks I feel guilty for and so many things I never told him, I feel guilty because I feel like I've not done enough to help him get out of his tunnel, I watched him wasting his life and couldn't do anything to change things, I've been depressed for ages also because of this...there are so many thing I'd like to tell him but now he's gone.....it's just awful...
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i can totally relate to what you are going through. well, except maybe the "missing" part.

try not to burden yourself too much on the "guilt" and understand that you also have your own life that you need to focus on.
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yes I know, it's just so difficult at the moment, I hope the time will help me to not feel this bad...probably now is a bit too early...
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I'm really sorry for your loss. Regardless of how he lived his life that was no way for a life to end.

I wish strength for you and any others of his loved ones.
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Old 10-14-11, 08:17 AM   #5
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I'm really sorry for your loss. Regardless of how he lived his life that was no way for a life to end.

I wish strength for you and any others of his loved ones.
Thanks for your words super147...I'm doing my best to be strong!
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