just needed to post that i miss my doggie. wanted to write a short letter to him here.
hey, mommy's bestest boy ever in the whole wide universes -
i miss you so much. i'm sorry i couldn't have done more for you last year after the vets had failed you with their gross incompetence. i hope you aren't upset at me with my decision. i just didn't want to see you suffer anymore. i loved you too much to let your last few hours/days/weeks/whatever be ones where you were struggling. i think about you all of the time and your sister asks about you sometimes when i say your name. :)
i hope you're having a fun time up in doggie heaven. i don't care what the other fucktards say-- i know you're in doggie heaven and it exists. you're such a good boy and i'm so thankful for the 9 years i had with you. you are truly an angel who was sent into my life to show me love when no one else would. i appreciate all the kisses and hugs and fun times we had together. thank you for being there for me.
i love you forever and ever and beyond that! <3