just needed to post that i miss my doggie. wanted to write a short letter to him here.


hey, mommy's bestest boy ever in the whole wide universes -

i miss you so much. i'm sorry i couldn't have done more for you last year after the vets had failed you with their gross incompetence. i hope you aren't upset at me with my decision. i just didn't want to see you suffer anymore. i loved you too much to let your last few hours/days/weeks/whatever be ones where you were struggling. i think about you all of the time and your sister asks about you sometimes when i say your name. :)

i hope you're having a fun time up in doggie heaven. i don't care what the other fucktards say-- i know you're in doggie heaven and it exists. you're such a good boy and i'm so thankful for the 9 years i had with you. you are truly an angel who was sent into my life to show me love when no one else would. i appreciate all the kisses and hugs and fun times we had together. thank you for being there for me.

i love you forever and ever and beyond that! <3
~ mommy

Yes, don't listen to the fucktards. (But what did they say?) Everything alive is alive forever and has always been alive. There are humans dumber than dogs; do they deserve no afterlife either? (I'm saying this to the fucktards, not to you, Eye.)

oh, "they" in general. i've heard it all... from people who believe in the bible and stuff and say animals don't have souls, to those who think i'm stupid for thinking in an afterlife at all. i don't know what i believe in for myself, but for my lil' angel boy, i know he's some place better and getting all the goodness and love and light he deserves. :)

Same thing happens to me... my mom says animals don't have souls, then years later when some of our cats are suspected to be dead, "Oh, well she's [one of our cat's] in kitty heaven now." I think tho that she then said "I think/I hope/ It'd be nice." She was adamant about her beliefs also until her sister, my aunt, died, then she was unsure and upset.