25 yr old died in a private plane accident...
coworker.. another one...... another one.. . my age.. this is bullshit.. this is bullshit..
i have been on a medical leave for a month and half.. and i return to work on sat... to grieve AGAIN??? fuck fuck im not ready... im not over kevin yet.... not yet!!!!!! and he dies on a PLANE... of all things... fuck.. fuck.!!!!!!!!!!!!!






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i cant be sad ...not yet.. im MAD ANGRY IN RAGE!!!!!!!!!! i have PTSD from work already and come back??? this saturday to his funeral??/,,,
FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!
JUST FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i... loved working with him...
how much more do i have to loose???.... im devastated...