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Old 06-14-10, 10:44 PM   #1
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25 yr old died in a private plane accident...

coworker.. another one...... another one.. . my age.. this is bullshit.. this is bullshit..
i have been on a medical leave for a month and half.. and i return to work on sat... to grieve AGAIN??? fuck fuck im not ready... im not over kevin yet.... not yet!!!!!! and he dies on a PLANE... of all things... fuck.. fuck.!!!!!!!!!!!!!:m ad:


i cant be sad ...not yet.. im MAD ANGRY IN RAGE!!!!!!!!!! i have PTSD from work already and come back??? this saturday to his funeral??/,,,


FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!

JUST FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i... loved working with him...

how much more do i have to loose???.... im devastated...
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Thanks u sweetie.

I'm just so hurt that I'm still mad..I lost my friend not more than 3 months ago..and I'm just not ready to go back to work...much less under this circumstances..in my job we are a team..and worked together all the time...depression is just bad...messy messy situation here...I don't know how to handle this even as strong as I am.. :(

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Thanks u sweetie.

I'm just so hurt that I'm still mad..I lost my friend not more than 3 months ago..and I'm just not ready to go back to work...much less under this circumstances..in my job we are a team..and worked together all the time...depression is just bad...messy messy situation here...I don't know how to handle this even as strong as I am.. :(

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Strawberry...... (((hug)))
I'm so sorry to read this. You have my prayers.
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Old 06-15-10, 05:26 AM   #8
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I'm sooooooooooooo sorry for your loss my dearest friend..so so sorry :(

I send you whatever strength I have left..I give it all to you..Because you need it more than me right now. I send you all my love....my weak prayers....AND Id give you everything, just so you can realise that you will make it...Together, we will get through this...I am here for you..
I'm so sorry I cannot do more...I wish with all my heart that I could. You know that...Even as I type this...tears stream down my face because I feel I have nothing to offer you....
BUT even though I feel this way...........I am here for you......That will never, ever change......

Love you heaps....

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This book will help you a lot, I think.

http://www.amazon.com/When-Things-Happen-Good-People/dp/1400034728/
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I am so sorry to hear of your hard times Straw
We are here for you as always my friend, please I understand you need your space right now, but let us know how you are doing

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