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Old 08-27-09, 07:09 AM   #1
 
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Thank you all so much for your kind words, and hugs, what really bothers me is when my Brianna passed, being "The Man" of the house with a wife and five other children, I had to keep it together, be strong, comfort everyone, My wife was devistated, I had to make ALL the arrangements, notify the family, pick out the floral arrangement, take the kids clothes shopping, meet and greet all the guest at the veiwing, comfort those who where horrified of seeing a dead child in a casket, I wasn't trying to be a martyr, but someone had to do all these things and then some, ans so I pushed it all down, deep down inside, and I can feel it tearing me up on the inside, no pain meds, no anti depressants, no drugs, or alchohol, nothing will take it away, all the things I used to enjoy, are pleasurable anymore, I can't get no relief and I am just waiting for my time to go, I've lost my health, become disabled, cannot work, this makes for some long miserable days in front of the TV and computer, most days I do not even get dressed or get out of bed except to get on the computer.
Well I am not strong anymore, I am tired, real tired, I tell myself I don't want to do this no more
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