I posted here several months ago when my Mom was put on Hospice for End-stage dementia. We are grateful to have been able to visit her while she still understood we were there.
It has been a long journey, but we are nearing the end, since she can no longer eat or drink.
Right now I am grieving for my Dad who is so sad, and for my family.
I'm having a hard time being in touch with my own emotions ... I'm numb mostly. I want to sleep a lot, and I don't have a lot of energy.
I'm trying to do all of the "right things" to take care of myself at this point in time, but it's like watching a wreck about to happen. Everything goes in slow motion, and you are powerless to keep it from happening.
I wish I could cry ... I guess that will happen later.