Hi, I just recently lost my dad, I miss him more than ever right at this very moment. But I feel like that whenever a second passes. I am completely useless. I don't do much anymore. Its like I lost all of my interests. I used to be adventures with a fine imagination. Now I can almost not bear to think of a new fairy tale, which I used to love creating.

I feel really bad for myself, so I want to apologize for this, I know my dad wouldn't be proud.

Its both a curse and a blessing. I will never forget you. But not a single second is going to pass without me thinking about you.

I'm deeply sorry dad. I have lost you. I might lose myself.

I am sure your dad wouldn't want you to feel that way, I also think he wants you to be what you used to be.

The death of a father is often one of the saddest losses a person will ever have to endure. Though you'll never get over this completely, remember that happiness is right around the corner. Your father will forever live in your heart.

Sorry to hear about your dad, the only thing you can do is buy something to remember him by, and move forward from this point.