Hi, I just recently lost my dad, I miss him more than ever right at this very moment. But I feel like that whenever a second passes. I am completely useless. I don't do much anymore. Its like I lost all of my interests. I used to be adventures with a fine imagination. Now I can almost not bear to think of a new fairy tale, which I used to love creating.

I feel really bad for myself, so I want to apologize for this, I know my dad wouldn't be proud.

Its both a curse and a blessing. I will never forget you. But not a single second is going to pass without me thinking about you.

I'm deeply sorry dad. I have lost you. I might lose myself.

I am sure your dad wouldn't want you to feel that way, I also think he wants you to be what you used to be.