Did you guys break up, or did she die? What did you do that was so wrong? I have sort of (tho tho operative word is "sort of") the same problem... I'm trying to get back the guy I threw away by saying I wanted to throw him away just so he might answer a simple question-- because everyone else pales in comparison.
This thread, though, if you keep posting in it about your partner, will become a support group where you still have your girl (talking about her) and love (from us)... I know it's a poor second-best but it's something... and your problems with her will be resolved, be it in this life or later.
But every lesson's a blessin, no stressin... ~Cherine Anderson
Recession is when a neighbor loses his job. Depression is when you lose yours. ~Ronald Reagan