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Old 08-27-09, 11:12 AM   #1
 
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I feel cheated, and it makes me angry, I have worked so hard to provide for my family, and a lot of long hours away from home, there is so much I missed, Mommies get all the fun time, the fun stuff, the cute stuff, the first words, the first steps, the bumps, the bruises, the scrapes, all the little ouwwies, the tea parties with their little girls, the princesses, the bubble baths, I can go on and on, it is so hard for me to see Brianna, life gets so busy and I have forgotten so much, I wish I could sit back all alone with my thoughts and just think about Brianna, and see her smiling face, remember her laughter, playing in the pool, riding her little bike, where have all my memories gone ? When I see parents with daughters my Brianna's age it makes me so sad and angry I think it is not fair, why should they be happy and I should be so miserable, what have I done wrong, why should my life be so meaningless and useless, why should I have to lose everything in my life, I have lost my daughter, my job, my health, I'm a cripple, I have no income, I am fighting for SSD, I'm about to lose my home, I've lost my Harley, whats next, whats next, I'm afraid to wake up and see what tommorrow will bring, more bill collectors, more pain, more sorrow, when does it end ??????????? I can't breathe
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Old 08-27-09, 05:04 PM   #2
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i'm so sorry to hear about it, dvd. (i read your other post in Mousey's thread, too.)
did u want to talk more about it?
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it is amazing to me that one person can suffer so much loss.

I can't tell you that I understand what the loss of your daughter is like, because I've never been married or had children.

I believe in heaven. It is what keeps me attached to my wretched life, the hope of something better. The promise that goodbye is not the end. Heaven is reality....

if you believe it, it allows you to cry with hope, let go with hope..... that she is home, she is free. and that you will see her face again.

the time we spend here can be so cruel.... I know it truly can. I don't know all of your story, but I would like to learn it, if you are willing to tell it.

Please post more, write whatever is in your heart. You can't say anything wrong here, you can't say anything that will be out of bounds. Your greif is very strong, it is clear from what you've already written. tell us. let us help you bear it. I care.

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Old 08-27-09, 05:28 PM   #4
 
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I'm sorry that you are feeling the way you are feeling. Jst remember we are all here to listen.
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Old 08-27-09, 08:26 PM   #5
 
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Thank you very much, yes I do want to talk more, I will write more, I have so much inside I need to work out, thanks for caring and sharing
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