Originally Posted by notstronganymore2013
I lost my dad in june this yr(2013) Its. A pain i cant discriped, i feel like every part of my body has been torn to pieces, my life is falling down around me. And i dont know how to stop it, sometimes i feel i just want to die, i want to be with my dad, and then i look into my kids eyes and think would i want them to feel this pain, i wouldnt wish this feeling on anyone. Thanks for being here. Ive been listening to by Bailey Peters its called telephone to heaven for some reason this song was made for us ...we never got the chance to say goodbye .my dad died while he was at work
I lost my father just over two weeks ago and still feel numb from everything. I can't even accept what has occured and get this awful fucking feeling especially at night where my mind races and I feel so empty and full of despair because of the loss. I never got a chance to say a goodbye either as it was very sudden and sometimes I think bad thoughts about my future over what to do with this or the way ahead. I still haven't cried properly and all this after the funeral last week, just feel so fucking helpless sometimes and keep wanting to turn back time. In short, an emotional mess.
Try not to listen to any depressing songs if you can help it, but please understand not telling you what to do. I can try to experience your pain and hurt from a similar (if not identical) loss so I'd be honored to talk again sometime over this. Please come back soon.