Well, I've travelled to my home state to get my license renewed, and I expected my grandma to not be so bad. My mom never told me she was in such horrible shape. I cried and cried when I saw. She hallucinates, thinks snakes are around her, and she's pretty much bedridden. I've swallowed no telling how much xanax just to try to keep myself together. She has cancer and her last chemotherapy treatment almost killed her. So now she has no treatment for her terminal cancer, it's only a matter of time
Her and my mom are all I have left, and my mom is on her way to cancer she already has something wrong with her from smoking. I'm losing it. And then my girlfriend (on the very same day) flipped out on me wanting to leave me. Don't people understand there is only so much you can bear? I'm getting close to snapping, I might have to check myself into a mental institution. Please everyone keep my grandmother and me in your prayers.