I know there is no correct way to grieve, but my grandfather died almost 10 years ago, and I still cry about that regularly.
My friend Al died almost a month ago. I still go back and forth from hysterical sadness, to overwhelming anger that she died at 19, to just flat out being in denial. I don't want to grieve for her like I do my grandfather. I want to accept both of her deaths, but especially hers. His gets easier, kind of, each year.
I'm afraid it'll take me a decade to get overs, too.
I don't....I can't carry this with me till I am 28. Not at this level, not at the level I feel for my grandfather.
How do I fix myself?