Thnx everyone for your kind words!

Going on 3 months now...Maybe a little better, but our first grndbbys 1 yr birthday is tomorrow and son is still not talking to me...I feel very sad and alone.

On the other hand, our bby girl is 15 weeks pregnant, but having complications...been to hospital 2 times this week for bleeding, they hav her on complete bedrest and say it's 50/50 chance of having bby or miscarridging...She misses her dad :( We all do.

I'm all out of tricks up my sleeve but trying to be strong for my daughter...I feel absolutely miserable and am starting to be angry at son for cutting me out of his life!...I've tried to talk to him but he won't let me.

Ugh...gotta get better than this! right?

((((((((TA))))))))
i'm sorry you're going thru all this.
i think things will get better. your kids are young, lots of teens & young adults have struggles with parents. hopefully as they get older, you'll grow closer.

Thinking of you T.A.((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))) ))

Hope your son will come round T.A. - its not nice to be separated from loved ones.

Try to stay strong for your daughter - she needs you. I know its hard.

Katie lost her baby yesterday...Ugh!...She had to hav blood transfusion and surgery but is doing much better today, physically that is...poor thing has had sooo much loss since Nov.I hate it that it happened on other sons babies first b-day,which by the way he finally called me, apoplogized for being ass, and think we are going to be ok...

I really appreciate all the kind words, I'm finding it hard to actually communicate atm...Hopefully things will get better!

((((((((((((((((((TTL Family))))))))))))))))))))))

Im sorry about Katies baby T.A. ((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))

Im glad your back talking to your son.

I know how you feel about communicating ((((((((((((((((((TA))))))))))))))))

so sorry for the sad news. that's good about your son, though.
(((((((big hug))))))))