Thank you all. For everything :hugs:
I have since discontinued all interactions with this person in my life and I have no interest in reconciling the friendship. My truest friend was my friend that passed away. I have one other really great friend that I rely on and I just remain a friendly face with all others.
I think I've come to grips that I am not in the wrong here but I do believe that I was wrong to not get the help I needed sooner. I still need that help but the medication makes it slightly easier to live again.
Though I still die a little inside every time I think about my loss.