I haven't posted here in a while.

I've been delving into my personal issues and finally have, I believe, reached my CORE issue, beneath all the denial. I'm still up shit creek, but I know where my troubles are coming from and don't have to fight a nebulous "something" any more.

I am no longer considering suicide.

Patricia

Patricia, I am so, so glad to hear this. If you would like to tell us more, I will listen. Either way, I am rooting for your health and happiness.

I, too, feel happy to hear this. Everyday things can be different, new discoveries and revelations can be made. We are so intricate that we can find so much that is hidden from even our own inner eye. I hope your journey to wellness is smoother now.

Thank you everyone. It's a good thing that I've reached my core issue, but it still troubles me a great deal. I'll be starting a new thread about it.