I am white, and I have two friends who are black. So far, they are the only friends that I have. I try to spend a lot of time with them as possible. Right now, I am scared for them, because there are racists everywhere. I am frightened that the racism could go so far as to drive them away. I don't ever want to lose them. Although I will be making new friends at a new rec center next month, it won't be the same. Like I said before, these two women are the only friends that I have, and if they leave, I will be lonely and even more depressed, in spite of having a husband at my side.