My roommate is so awkward around me...it's making me feel awkward. IDK, like the other day, i came back from the store, i saw his cousin waiting for him in the back of the apartment, so decided to go to the front doors, so i could avoid him but his cousin saw me and came over to talk. I like my roommates cousin, to talk to so chatted with him. Anyway, roommate walks out, i just ignored him, turned.my back to him and he walked away and looked at his phone pretending to be busy. It's so weird. I just want to avoid him now. I now hide from him when...im in the apartment. I avoid him at all costs. It started out at first...just mirroring him. Now it turned into more. Never thought roommating would be like this.i can't even look at him now, make eye contact. The good thing is..he works out of town. So he was gone for 6 weeks, i think he leaving tomorrow again. And im hoping for another 6 weeks....cant wait. His gf is here tonight, again. When shes around, he's nice to me. Tired of Jeckyll and Hyde. Does this girl have a job? shes been here all week. Tonight they ordered pizza, they could invite me but didn't....both of them out there stuffing their faces.....meanwhile i bought pop and juice for all of us to drink constantly this week. Anything i bought i told them they welcome too.Pigs...rude. i know my roommate doesn't trust me, i guess he never will. I'm tired of the constant rejection, Im tired of not being good enough.