So I decided to move in and get a roommate. I had a friend ask me to move in with him. I think after 4 years we've made it to a good place friendship wise. So I said okay. I was excited to have a roommate. Not to be so lonely. But the best part is save some real money. But since I've moved in he's hidden himself in the bedroom and barely talks to me. I'm so disappointed. I just feel neglected. I just had hoped for so much more, I suppose I hoped for a friend and I didn't get it. I mean sometimes he texts me from the bedroom to ask me questions. The other night I cooked and offered him food and he doesn't want to eat my cooking. It's friggin spaghetti for Pete sakes. But no. Anyway, I'm enjoying the move. IDK, if he is so much. I'm glad to be saving money. I can make do as is. But damn he's turned into an azzhole sometimes. It was Canada Day on July 1st and he went out with his little cousin and I wasn't invited. There is a considerable age difference between us but seriously.
Then next day he was the nicest he had been to me in the 3 days since I had moved in. I think he knew he treated me badly. Just crappy he's this way. I've tried to get along as best as I can. Given him space. Which I will continue to do. I also try to avoid times when he's home and I know he does the same. Our work schedules offer us some alone time too. Just so disappointing. Especially when lonliness is such an issue with me. I had hoped this would cure my lonliness some and it hasn't. The other night his little cousin came over with a friend of his and all 3 of them spoke their language and pretty well ignored me the whole night. That was the most uncomfortable I've felt in along time. Just disappointed... thought this might be an answer to my problem and it is partially but not fully. It just doesn't have to be this way I suppose.
anyway thanks for letting me vent some.