It seems everywhere i go in a digital atmosphere i run into the same social issue. I meet new people and i try to please them. i want to impress them so bad that they will give me attention. if i dont get attention i drown in misery and boredom. its like i crave to constantly converse with someone. i feel like the first sign someone isnt welcoming to me i feel shut down like im an annoyance to the party. if i repeat something or make a mistake someone will always reply stubborn making me feel stupid. then theres ppl that take to long to reply back. am i expecting to much? id hate to be someone with social standards. i also feel depressed when im not invited to social activities and it happens behind my back yet when i offer something ill get a "possibility". i feel people just dont give a shit and arent interested. i have very little friends i talk to that i can expect a response from in a timely manner even though id want it instantly..but i just needed interaction 24/7 and i know that sounds crazy. i feel like i have a "chat addiction" from boredom. i have a hard time motivating myself to do something else than be glued to my laptop on social media. what can i do to stop this?