I would love to tell my brother to basically shut the F**k up but he's always been like this and if I let him know how much it hurts me...he would just redouble his efforts. I love him but I don't like him very much at all, if he wasn't my brother I wouldn't talk to him at all. I'm still dreaming of the day when I can move to another state, away from my family....aahh the bliss.
I won't worry about attracting guys...I want to feel sexy for me in the long run. I will look into those chicken cutlet thingys and buy as soon as possible, some lovely feminine bra's.
Thanks picturebook and MaFille for your advice.