Gah,sorry to hear you've been refused mate. Seems unfair,you've tried so hard-even made a god damn letter,seriously,how many people write a romantic letter nowadays? Most people just send ''sup babe wanna come by ma house and chillax?" and get in relationships while others have to go through incredible lengths just to get a date.
I really wished she would have said yes.Just keep trying mate,that's life.Some just play it on hardcore...
P.S. Sorry I'm not a female,just thought I could share my compassion