I've struggled with this my whole life. I hate being a woman.
Women are seen as emotional, empathetic, cooperative, catty, nonsexual, and nurturing.
I'm rational, individualistic, hate drama, very sexual, and child free.
I don't fit into my gender role.
The vast majority of people on this planet insist that women's brains are wired like that.
In the past, I considered getting a sex change, but I would be a 5'0" man and besides, I can't afford it, not to mention that my family would be devastated. Not realistic.
I tried feminist activism to promote the idea that gender is a social construct and that the suggestion that women's have naturally different personalities is sexist. Anything I did was just a tiny drop in the bucket. You can't change society, you can only change yourself.
I tried pessimism to say that life sucks and just try to accept it. But that's not really me, I don't think...
I tried to be promiscuous and I was in the past. I wanted the advantage that women have an easier time getting laid than men. But there's slut shaming which takes the fun out of it.
I tried to go after money as a kept woman and an escort, since evolutionary psychology teaches that women like benefits. That got me branded a gold digger and a cheap whore by people I thought were my friend.
How do I deal with this?