So yesterday my mother call me down to talk with me again about me getting a job. She asked me if I remembered I have till the end of september to get a job or I'll have to find some where else to live. She says shes looking for a job yet I see her sitting on her butt most days watching TV or reading. She says she knows that the job market is hard right now but could care less about me having a place to stay. I feel like I'm unwanted and hated whenever I leave my room and see my other family members they just give me a look of hating me. I just feel like I was a mistake and not some one who should have been born. However if this was mommies little princess she would have all the time she needed. I just don't know what to do anymore. I can see where shes coming from that I need a job but to basically say you have this amount of time or your out isn't really fair. I just feel like I want to go to sleep and never wake up.

That does sound really unfair. I imagine your mother is trying to motivate you to look really hard for work, but ultimatums are very hurtful. I'm sorry she's doing that to you, that must feel really terrible. :(