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Old 06-26-08, 08:28 PM   #1
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brayden is my son, he is the best baby ever, he was colic and that was hard now he is teething and that is worse, just today he cryed for 2 hours i was doing every thing holding him rocking him playing with him every thing, nothing worked for more than five mins, and he was screaming not crying screaming, the whole time so i got mad, so i new i had to lay him down and i did for a half hour i went and listen to meditation music,(a gift from mousey), i came back into his room and he was shaking, i was so scared i almost called mousey i picked him up and put him right on the changing table, he always stop crying on the table, so i new if some thing was really wrong with him he wouldn't stop crying, so i put him on the table and strip all his close off and he got quite, so i rubbed his tummy and he liked it, i let him lay there naked for a few mins and he gave me a smile and i new he was ok, i was so scared i felt like such a bad dad for having to take a break, he was fed diper changed every thing was ok but still i let him scream, i feel so bad but then after he stoped i took him into the other room and played with him then fed him agagin and rocked him where he fell a sleep on me 10 mins before i had to take him to josh's, his bilogical dad, so i woke him up put him in the car and droove to meet josh's mom lourie, we don't let josh alone with the baby ever, we give brayden to josh's mom only,(josh has the mind of a child and can not take care of brayden) so i meet lourie, and i get brayden out and she takes him and is holding him and he keeps looking around for me so lourie has to turn brayden to me so he can see me she says"there is john" i'm daddy but, anyway, brayden starts reaching for me so lourie has to give him back to me i hold him hug and kiss him and hold him for a few and then i give him back so they can go and he looked at me it was then i knew i am a good dad he loves me so much, i cryed the on the way home, i hate givinbg him up for vistation it kills me, i didn't think it was possible but i love brayden more and more every dad, i am in love with him, i thought i loved him as much as i could but no i love him more and more every day

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Old 06-27-08, 06:20 AM   #2
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You are suck a great dad Crimson.. (((((((((((((((((HUGGLES)))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you have to give him away like that.. I can't begin to imagine how hard it must be for you..
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