i feel like i put wayyy to much emphasis on sleeping.
when i just dont see any reason in being awake, i sleep, when i am depressed i just take some benadril and pass out.
like i'm not kidding when i say when i get sad, i just take a grip of pills, smoke a grip of pot and listen to nirvana until i pass out.
oh happy day...
and my sleep is hella random, yesterday i slept for 15 hours, with the aid of benadril, of course, last night i slept for four hours, without benadril.
and then during the week all i think about it sleep.
i have wake up at the horrendous hour of 5 o'clock am, to go through my daily brainwashing.
and i really hate taking benadril, it tears up my stomach, and lord knows, thats the last fucking thing i need. but i need to sleep, and if i dont take it this is my sleeping pattern,
go to bed at nine, fall asleep between 11 and 12,
wake up at 1, fall asleep around 3,
wake up about 4:30, try to sleep,
get woken up at 5.
that's a good night sleep.