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Old 01-24-10, 10:57 AM   #1
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i feel like i put wayyy to much emphasis on sleeping.
when i just dont see any reason in being awake, i sleep, when i am depressed i just take some benadril and pass out.

like i'm not kidding when i say when i get sad, i just take a grip of pills, smoke a grip of pot and listen to nirvana until i pass out.
oh happy day...

and my sleep is hella random, yesterday i slept for 15 hours, with the aid of benadril, of course, last night i slept for four hours, without benadril.

and then during the week all i think about it sleep.

i have wake up at the horrendous hour of 5 o'clock am, to go through my daily brainwashing.

and i really hate taking benadril, it tears up my stomach, and lord knows, thats the last fucking thing i need. but i need to sleep, and if i dont take it this is my sleeping pattern,
go to bed at nine, fall asleep between 11 and 12,
wake up at 1, fall asleep around 3,
wake up about 4:30, try to sleep,
get woken up at 5.

that's a good night sleep.

yeah...
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Know the feeling, a big part of how i became depressed was when i was living on my own. I'd just take some sleeping pills and/or paracetamol and lie on my bed numb waiting for sleep to come for hours at a time.
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it's mostly because my life, right now, is just one long waiting game.
i gotta make it to tomorrow, so i can talk to my counseler,
wait til when ever, to maybe get to switch schools,
wait til october, we might just move to la,
wait til ur 18...
wait...
and wait, and wait, and what makes the time pass?
if i sleep it all away.
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