okay, im going to be honest.
im 16 and pretty short. well, maybe medium height, but still pretty short compared to others.
i weigh 65 kg, and 5 more and im 70- which is my biggest fear at the moment.
my body is also NOT appealing or a nice thing to look at. especially my theighs and stomach. i want to lose weight- i need
to lose weight.
i would like to get down to 50kg or 49.
i loathe by body, therefore i dont buy clothes becoz they all looks horrible on me, therefore i dont go out, therefore i dont make friends outside my awful school, therefore my life is crap and i am depressed.
I need to lose this weight- but i am so, so damn lazy and uncommitted, i think it may be impossible. Plus my parents wont let me join a gym.
sigh* i have tried so many times and failed. just thought i'd share that.