I have a very difficult situation now what I cannot handle alone. Once in a life I got in trouble, a big one where I'm about to lose my whole life. First of all, I'm not that kind who loves asks help even if it the last way out... I was think of suicide for 2 weeks but not really attempted. I've found an other way of suicide! This way is the complete new life - a restarting - in a far country. I'm not lazy, at the moment I'm working with kids, but my life is collapsed. I couldn't kill myself because I have a son who lives only for me. So I decided to ask help in this forum.
My son is 12 years old but learn alone. I'm a 28 years old man, my wife died. I could do anything, taking care of elders or working in a factory. I just want to live in a smaller town in peace with my son. Maybe it doesn't solve all our problems, but it is a good starting. I could learn any languages what necessary to know, I'm fluently speak English, a little bit German and French. So sum up all I ask you here to help me with the first steps. I came from the EU (Hungary), so it could makes these steps easier, but I don't know anyone there, that's why I asked your help. I hope this isn't break the rules, I take every line to help myself out of this gap.
If you could help me, please reply here. Thank you for reading it.