Today, I started my new job making crafts to sell on Etsy. Problem is I goof off more than I craft, and I had a hard time deciding what to make as a result. I ultimately decided to make a necklace, but it doesn't look good enough in my eyes. Even worse, my two co-workers are more experienced than I am (one knows how to crochet). I want to learn to craft more, but my brain could only process so much before I abandon it.
I want to learn to fuse Perler beads, but my workplace doesn't have the supplies, and I never thought of it until recently. I want to just give up on this job altogether, but it is our only source of income at the moment. I want to talk to my supervisor, but my social skills are sub-par, making it hard to to ask for anything. I feel like I missed out on life due to technology. And my house is such a mess, I don't have a special area to do crafts. I wish I could just give up and walk out.