Hi, names Cash. Alow me to dispense one facet of my life. I hate my physique! It's repulsive. loose , uneven, stretches from a long murderous struggle with my weight. I've spent so much time, too much time suffering at the gym, ceasing all hobbies as to exercise at home instead, doing cardio till I'm exhausted, starving for some satissfying nourishment, constantly denying myself any relaxation. AND FOR WHAT!? just to get scoffed at by some perfect guy who's never been out of shape for one second of his entire life. IT'S NO FAIR, having to torture myself and starve to look revolting, while some ingrate doesn't push himself at all and look immaculate.
So with that I ask "What's the worst that can happen if I'm bulemic?" I've been moderately bulemic for 2 1/2 years. I don't practice it often, only after ingesting something I know
is fattening, but I do it none the less. Why should I stop doing something that's keeping the weight off?
p.s. fitness isn't my immediate issue...but there's a long history behind that too