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Old 11-25-10, 10:55 PM   #1
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I'm back to this insane idea that i need to keep losing weight. It was so embarrassing to go to the doctors and find out that i was 110 whereas my sister was 104. My goal is 105, but because i'm mostly muscle its just IMPOSSIBLE to lose five pounds. I lost one pound in two weeks and within one day i gained 2. So i was really depressed and for the first time ever threw up on purpose. I thought it'd make me feel better but it took the opposite effect. I'm fighting to forget about such shallow things as weighing less then my sister but its impossible. I try everything! I do 300 crunches a day, i ride horses, i walk, i jog. what is wrong with me! I'm starting this new medication (legal) that gets rid of appetite but i don't know if anything will work. maybe bulimia is the best option. Please do not judge me, i really have never been this shallow or stupid...but i just can't seem to rap my head around such a cliche issue as weight... :'(
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