I am concerned about how i look and how fat I feel. I really don't eat much and I'm getting skinnier. I used to weigh around upper 160's. I'm in the 140's now and I don't want to look skinny. I still haven't been able to get myself to work out again regularly. I was lifting weights to bulk up before, but got depressed and stopped, partly because I was so weak from not eating. Now though, I plan my meals around sleep pills I take every night. They work better on a completely empty stomach, which i know I'm not supposed to do, but I don't really care to be honest. Here's how my meals work if I eat a lot. I wake up, don't eat anything until about 2-3pm. Then I don't eat anything until right after I take sleep stuff, usually around 10pm. I don't eat because the sleep is more important to me. I need it to help me get through the night to knock me out. Would you consider this an eating disorder to talk to my therapist about? Thanks.