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Old 02-05-16, 04:19 PM   #11
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Never hate yourself. Hating won't bring you happiness and believe me I know how hard is to love yourself when I have recently ate 6 kg of food and from 53 kg I went up to 59. I almost tried to kill myself after this because I feel hopeless and helpless but I'll try to wait for tomorrow. I hope it will make the difference. I just hate the fact that I feel so bad about this what happen, I hate the fact I did this and that now I'm not going to let myself eat for probably a few day because of the guilt and these actions will definetely will lead me to other binge eating. And even now when I understand the fact what I'm doing I can't change this. Please don't be like me.
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Old 06-05-16, 11:02 AM   #12
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its been a while but I feel like i'm slipping again. I can't remember how I left it on here...but I graduated uni about a year ago and now I'm in a job that I HATE. Things have never been great - but things have been manageable i guess. But now this job has driven me back to not eating anything unless I'm around my family (mainly my mum) so they don't notice anything is up. I don't see friends anymore, I don't have friends at my job because its too small and i'm having problems with someone at work, so my only stupid response is to self destruct again. sometimes I feel like I need to admit to my mum that I'm not eating and that I'm scared of my own head - she asks me if what i'd like for lunch every day and I hate myself that I lie and tell her that I buy it.

I hate myself so much.
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