Ok so when I was still with my ex, for the last year or so of our relationship, she kept telling me I have an eating disorder. I didn't believe her but now that she is gone I know why she was saying it.
I weighed 11.5 stone 2 years ago, I am now down to 7.5 stone and my weight is decreasing all the time.
Although I know something is wrong and I am very underweight ( For a male of 22 years ) I still think that I look big and not skinny. Along with this I just generally don't like to eat. I eat 2 Sandwiches and 2 chocolate bars Sunday through Thursday night while I am at work, but only because I work with my Dad and I have no other choice.
After I eat anything I feel disgusting, I hate myself even more than I did before I ate.
The thing is, I have noone close enough to me anymore that I can talk to about anything.
So my question is, what do I do? When it gets to the weekend I don't eat a single thing. What do I do?