as for the question what triggers my feelings of this weight gain freak ...
funny enough its seeing other people who look better then i do ... i dont think im alone here but when i watched twilight and saw that chick i was envious of her thin body ... i so wanna look like that ... wear anything i want ... i wish
but i can either stare myself and look like that oe work out ... which i have never got myself to do .. im sooooo F*CKINg LAZY ...
what the hell makes you rather wanna stare then work out i dont get myself but its how i am ...
"My pain .. My pride
these scars are mine...
I am made of pages
Paragraphs and inspiration
Paper girl BURN the world
I pass the flame to you!"