I've always loved eating, but in the last few weeks it's been completely out of control. I can't stop, I've gained like twenty pounds and I'm probably going to gain more, and I don't know what to do about it. It's horrible, because the thought of eating makes me sick, but I can't stop thinking about it until I eat, and even after I eat it's all I can think about, I just eat until I can't stop eating. I already hate my body enough without gaining any more weight, but I can't seem to stop. Should I just resign myself to being fat?