Is he aware of your struggle with anorexia? Do you think it would make it easier to deal with if it was more out in the open? Something to remember is that you're almost certainly far more critical of yourself than anyone else around you. I don't think I'd even notice if I was dating a girl who ate more than me, I'm too busy worrying about my own food consumption :p If you don't mind me asking, what do you classify as 'eating too much'? Given your struggles in the past, it could be a completely normal amount of food, no?
Another thing I've noticed is that people with eating disorders tend to become very judgmental of others when it comes to food and weight, I know I did when my purging was bad, and I still find myself doing it. I guess it's to justify my own issues with food, and resentment that other people don't have these issues. The result is that the more judgmental I became, the more judgmental I assumed others were, which made me even worse. Do you think that applies to you at all? That maybe you're assuming he's judging you the way you judge yourself? Because if that's the case, I doubt he is. Sorry if I'm way off here...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be the star in somebody else's sky...
But why can't it be mine?
Last edited by Ella; 10-11-10 at 07:35 AM.