3 years ago I was diagnosed with anorexia and being a guy that has been something I am keen for other people to not find out about.
I've been stable for about a year but recently I have started losing weight again. I don't know what the rules about posting weights and heights are on this forum so I won't, I don't want to make targets or competition for anyone. But recently, not eating has become a complete norm.
I don't even need to 'not eat'. I literally have no appetite. I have no energy. No desire for any foods. I go days without eating and weight is dropping off of me. I don't want this.
I want to just be comfortable and happy. How can I be doing this without thinking? Feeling full is horrible. Eating a meal makes me feel horrendous.
Anyone else feel anything like this? I just can't cope much longer.