It's nice to meet you dear. I would like to inquire as to if you've seen a couselor/therapist or talked to your doctor? I know that it's not easy, feeling the way you do, but I does cause damage to your body. Don't let what others think of you work against you, take it make it work for your benifit! Just my thoughts/feelings on the matter. Make yourself @ home & we'll all be here for you!
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~ Mary Anne Radmacher
Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one. ~ Bruce Lee
That which does not kill us makes us stronger. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche