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Old 07-28-06, 03:24 AM   #1
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I don't know what happened or how it started but the most i can say is i've been to rock bottom and its not fun. I got depressed for the first time ever only to result in me not having the slightest idea of if i was hungry or not. I ate only apples to quench my hunger but after about two weeks of not eating right I was 20 pounds underweight to the point people were whispering "What happened to the other half of Katie?" I'm still battleing with it and with me being all suicidal now i can't tell when i'm hungry. I'm now 30 to 40 pounds form what i really should be. I have a younger sister who wants to be a small a me but she doesn't. I'm sickly my skin in my face (mainly around my eyes) is all yellow and I still think i'm fat but recently whatching a video a school made me see the pumishment for not taking care of my body that is organ failure, not allowd to have childeren, brain and body development and others. The worst part is I don't know how to battle it can anyone answer me?
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Old 07-29-06, 12:28 AM   #2
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Sorry sweetheart. :cry: :cry: I don't know what you should do. Just keep telling yourself you don't deserve this and that your beautiful.
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Old 08-04-06, 10:19 PM   #3
 
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HI,I'M NEW TO THIS SITE AND I DON'T HAVE ANYWHERE TO TURN TO. I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN PAIN. I'M ANOREXIC AND I WANT TO DIE. MY FAMILY MAKES SUCH AN ISSUE OF WATCHING ME MAYBE WE COULD CHAT?
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Old 08-04-06, 11:35 PM   #4
 
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My first suggestion is to seek help. My second suggestion is to force yourself to eat several small meals a day. Even if you just eat a piece of bread, or a piece of fruit. If you get your body back on a schedule then you'll start feeling hunger again. PM if you ever need to talk to someone who's been in your shoes. *Hugs
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