hi qwerty & welcome!
we have a dream section, but i think it's fine here, too, as the dream section is usually members describing dreams. ..
i used to be able to make myself dream about certain people sometimes, but not actually control what went on. it was very pleasant, even at that limited level.. . must be nice to control your dreams sometimes, but i do have a question. do you wake up tired because you are actually aware? i would think you don't get as deep a sleep that way? just curious, sometimes i just don't want to think at all, LOL