Hello, I am Amy.
I started high school a while ago. The building, classes, and teachers have all changed this semester but other than the anxiety and stress I already have from wanting everything to be perfect...
This feeling of hopelessness, constant crying, lack of concentration, constant tiredness- depression. I already had a counselor because of my stress issues and she saw this coming. I am afraid and scared, of school and now this- depression. So, yes I just discovered this today ;(
I am going to start taking anti-depressants and I am hoping that can clear my mind. But for now I am sad and generally losing pieces of my self-esteem as I keep trying to go-go-go.
Tomorrow my parents and I agreed that I need a mental health day from school. That sounds amazing but I am also nervous about assignments and I am now in a frenzy to get that all straightened out. In total, I WANT to stay home but I am scared. I am also quite scared of my school.
Today, I just feel like running into a wall a million times.
Thanks for reading.