I am doing better than I was. I will say that my job is tolerable right now but only because of the pandemic and it doesn't pay enough. Our rent requirement did go up also which sucks and I still get headaches though not like before.

I wasn't sure where to put this but I'm still kinda down because of living in an apartment. I miss living in a house so much and even moreso since someone stole my package (though I did get a refund but still)
I am beside myself because it's like it's reachable yet at the same time it isn't..almost like a catch 22 situation.

don't feel down, the important thing here is you still have a job despite the pandemic. a lot of people lost their jobs. Soon you will reach your goals and you will live in a house

Don't let any kind of obstacle and failure pin you down or push you against your success of life. Fight hard the battle of life and take the challenges with courage, determination, and perseverance.