I seem to come back here every 6 months or so and nothing ever changes. Things happen, times change but as one thing improves another gets worse.

I'm in a job which is so far away I'm constantly tired, I still have no friends or no way of making them. This is worsened by the fact that my work colleagues are too far away to social with.
I'm tired of my relationship with my boyfriend, but know I can't leave him or I will be truly along and I still have no purpose or meaning of life.

I'm fed up of thinking I've hit rock bottom only dangle above the flames. I really wish this could end.

Sorry this is more of a rant than anything.

Hi, I was out of this place for 2 years and I am back.

There are ups and downs, good and bad. It's all part of life.

Is there anyway you can move closer to your job together with your boyfriend? Or may be as a roommate for someone else?