cant take it no more, noone takes me for who Iam.he doesnt give a shit how i feel, i tried to change the bad things about me but no its never good enough is it??

Noone never talks to me and they meant to be friends thats bullshit really it is.

I had it with everyone alking behind my back and everything else i know they do it and i hate it, so iamnot perfect get use to it.
Iam who iam.

I just hate the fact it is like this.I dont give a fuck anymore.

I hve tried and tried to fight for what i want but it never comes through.Iam sick of everyone sweaping me under the rug.IAM NOT A TOY U CAN USE!!!!!



FUCK IT ALL!!!!!!!

Thats it nomore iam sick of this shit i cant be respect whats the fucking point i dont want to be here nomore i dont want this shit i had it with everything iam sorry to everyone who has tried helping but i cant take it no more

I HOPE you dont do anything FERRETS - U R SUCH AN ACCOMPLISHED YOUNG LADY AND DONT NEED TO PLEASE ANYONE BUT YOURSELF AT THE MOMENT.

A tip - if you ever paint or draw a scene - shops usually like pictures of the local area - to display (((((((((((((((((((((Love u FERRETS)))))))))))))))))

well I been told should draw my feelings down so maybe could do that and try that one too.

They are having a art on the railings here where local people sell there art maybe that could be me one day :)

Iam going try not do anything else.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((Brandy)))))))))))))))))) )))))))))

OH thank goodness - you have been told to draw your feelings - thats good!

AND THE ART BY THE RAILINGS SOUNDS GOOD TOO- U HAVE such good ideas
am glad you carry on being strong - you are you know that - thinking of you .................................(((((((((hugs)))) )))))

thank you Brandy ^_^ (((((((((((((((((((((((((Brandy))))))))))))))))))) )))))))))))

Well Iam going do to the art on the railings to have look about and ask about it.Then next time take some my work down and see what happens :)

well have to keep going :) no other way dont think could do anything bad anyway so i be around.

GOOD FOR U -ferrets - :)

:) yeah i do feel bit better saying that :) maybe my art might sell lol.

hi, i`m new to all this but reading your post has made me stop and want to help if i can. i tried to end things last friday but as you can tell it didn`t work. there is always a answer to everything and ending it isn`t the way. yeah right it takes away whatever you`re thinking and feeling but think of the one`s you`re leaving behind to pick up the pieces. please reply back to me and we`ll talk somemore

thank u lonelyandlost,
I can understand ur point, yes people will miss me but what of the others that dont respect me, hey won't care, yes it may shown they have won but i dont care anymore i just want to be at peace and not feel this pain anymore.

Iam sorry about what hapen to u, i hope u find happyness in this world and can feel better.
Sorry iam not more possitive right now.