See one of my posts got deleted, that who I am! I can see I'm not welcome anywhere, no one understands me, no one cares. People say they understand they don't, no one does or ever will care to=/

it would only have been deleted if the content included stuff that went against the guidelines. it certainly doesnt mean you are not welcome here and we dont care.
you are just as welcome as anyone. and we do care about you.
please stick around and talk some more

I don't know what to talk about? I say whats on my mind but I suck at typing it out, I get banned or post get deleted. Really I'm not accepted anywhere. I'm a danger to everyone, for posting about me.

you are not a danger to anyone sweetie.
maybe take another look at the guidelines. it may just mean you need to re-phrase some of what you say..

talk about anything- we will listen. start at the beginning, talk about what you are thinking right now, whats been goin on lately, idk.. whatever you need to talk about just write it.

I do type how I feel, I'm sorry if the words I use to depict how I feel are to vivid, it's more intelligent then being profane. I don't know I'm Bi-polar I think, I get mad at the world for no reason, I get depressed for no reason... I'm hated, and useless, I am not doing good for anyone. Wait I hate the world for everything. I hate the people in it for everything. Sorry if you think this is targeting you, targeting humanity in general. People are cruel. I'm just a plague infecting everyone, everyone wants to vanquish or cleanse the plague.
Humanity in general is causing me to decay. Everything people do, everything people say to me, sickens me. Again this is not to anyone at "take this life". The last thing I want to do is hurt anyone that is already feeling bad. Everyone thinks I'm nothing, I'm stupid! I believe them, I'm stupid, everything I do is stupid. I don't care, it's better then being a sheep! Yet everyone seems to be a wolf, and it's only a matter of time before I'm the prey. I feel there breathe on the back of my neck. I am crying wolf! No one hears me, no one cares.. It's just a matter of time!!!!!!!!!!! People are never there when I need them most, why should I care about Humanity, and people, if everyone considers him/herself better then everyone else?

ya know not EVERYONE is like that. there are some good people in the world. im sorry you've only found the bad ones so far :(

i too hate the world and people in general. but sometimes there are a few good people i come across and i think maybe all people aint that bad.

but yes people can be so cruel at times.
you however are NOT plague you are NOT stupid. dont believe those bad people who tell you that. you're right- at least u aint a sheep who follows everyone else you have guts to be you! and good on ya!

i totally understand about people never being there when you need them. it totally sux, but i want you to know we will always be here for you at ttl. even if no one is online when you post, when we do log on we will be right there to respond. xxxxxxxx

Sorry, you my get random posts of me being angry, or depressed, they usually have a inadequate reason.

WE care here, and your more than welcome to vent , just have to be
careful about what you post or it will get deleted.
Hope you feel better [hugs]

BetrayedStranger, in contrary to what you say, you are most welcome here. TTL was founded to allow people just like you a safe place to discuss and recover from their emotional turmoil. The reason I removed your post is not because I hate you, not at all, I removed it because it posed a threat to the other members and violated the TTL guidelines. It is my job not to hate, not to feel any animosity toward members no matter what they do or say. I need to stay fair and balanced as a moderator. If I did start hating, showing malice, partiality to some and impartiality, even wrath against others, I would be removed from my position.

You need to understand that there are some very hurting people on this site and you need to be careful what you say. You mention intelligence in one of your above posts. I believe you are intelligent enough to be about to talk about your feelings without lashing out in an unruly manner. You need to remember to be considerate of others. This is a community and you are a member of it.

To sum it up. The only reason I removed your post is because you broke the rules. I did not remove your post to attack you in any way. Attacking members would be counterproductive in my duties. It is my duty to monitor and maintain order on TTL. It is my job to make sure that everything is balanced and fair, to everyone.

The very fact that I am taking this time to write this lengthy post just to clarify things to you should show you how much I care and how I do not wish you ill.

Haha thanks=) I knew you did it for other people, because I posted the same post on other forums and it got deleted, just need to re word how I feel is all=) I knew you did it out of TTL benefit.